Internally

You agreed with me

You said you felt old

And that the sun was sapping our strength on that field,

And that we shouldn't fill out forms.

You agreed with me, once again

You offered something repetitive of yourself

And told me I'd be happy (I think)

And talked about yourself.

Let's agree. Let's say I'm happy

Let's say we both worry about money,

And four years isn't so long.

I wish I knew what was inside of you.

I wish I could touch something

You didn't mean for me to see.

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