Every Night I Say

It's just

One more day riding the currents again, it's just

One more day mired in history and school work and,

Yeah I should be thinking moving I know I should be but

It's just one more day, just another meaningless set of hours

It's just

One more day ignoring, ignoring, ignoring them all, all of the

Things building up inside my life my head and it's just

One more day just 24 more opportunities to write something

And 96 more chances to have a conversation

And it's just nothing. It's just nothing, it's nothing, this's nothing,

There's nothing left even for this. It's just one more poem.

It's just one more dishonesty implication. Don't worry. Just one more.

And it's just, it's just, it's just one more night,

One more night I'd rather be living than letting go

Back to the dark and the tireless sleep.

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